Lady Shares Painful Love Story Worthy of Tears – Read Story

I saw him exactly one year back and I felt he is the one. I was asking him questions for which I knew the answers and I could feel that connection between us. Later I met him in real on Aug 19th and his smile was something I could never forget. I used to come running to college just to see him smile while saying Hi. Even he started staying with us and we all became really good friends. 

Meanwhile he used to chat with me and we got to know each other. I was really happy with him and I started loving him. I could feel that even he loved me. If everything was fine I wouldn’t be sitting here in tears while writing this answer.

One day he told me about his past and he told that he was in relationship with girl for four years and my whole world broke. I could never imagine him with some other girl. But then he said that he moved on and so I was fine. It took time for me to trust him that he is completely over her. After few days, I saw her pics on his phone and ran from him. I asked him about it and he said her pics will be there as she is still a good friend. It took time for me to understand him again and this time I could really believe that she is over her.

Sometime while casual chat with me, he said he had feelings for me and he asked me why don’t I want to be in relation with him. It was my favorite day and I told him that I liked him. I guess this was the mistake I did. From then he started getting out the complexities involved with that stupid past girlfriend (or item). He started telling me that he wants the relation with me to be simple and he always treated me as his friend. The past girlfriend is now obsessed with him and she is not marrying anyone. My cutie started feeling that he was partly responsible for her present condition as he told that he wont leave her when they were in relationship at the beginning.But he still asked me my opinion about these things. So, I told him that I will wait for him as long as everything permits me to stay. He told me that he knows his priorities well and he would take a rude decision one day.

Now, exactly after an year I have asked him whether he will marry me or not as I already told him that I like him. And do you people know what he said to me?

He told me that he can’t be selfish and he doesn’t want to cheat his inner soul as her whole life will be spoiled if she don’t marry anyone and he concluded saying that we were always friends.

(Let me be clear with you people. I have loved only him. I agree I was not in relationship with him but I love him more than his past girlfriend. I can now see only this guy and I don’t want to marry anyone except him. He is my whole world. If he is not there then I don’t care who is with me.)

During this whole one year, I know that he loved me and he knows that I love him but he is going back to her only because of his word and because of her stubbornness of not marrying anyone.