I AM SO PAINED, I ABORTED 3 PREGNANCIES FOR MY BOYFRIEND AND HE IS GETTING MARRIED TO MY BEST FRIEND IN FEW MONTHS- LADY SHARES

I am so pained as I write this. My hands are shaking, and my heart feels heavier than it has ever been. I never imagined that the person who promised me forever would be the same person to break me into pieces, and that the betrayal would come from someone I called my best friend.

I met my boyfriend when I was younger and very hopeful about love. He was kind, gentle with his words, and he made me feel seen. He told me he loved me and that we were building a future together. I believed him with everything in me. I trusted him so much that I silenced my fears just to keep him happy.

Over the course of our relationship, I got pregnant three times. Each time, he begged me not to keep the pregnancy. He said we were not ready, that his family would never accept it, that it would ruin his plans. I was scared, confused, and deeply in love. I didn’t want to lose him, so I agreed. Each decision broke something inside me, but I convinced myself it was a sacrifice for our future. After all, wasn’t I doing it for the man I loved?

After every loss, he promised me that one day we would get married and do things the right way. He held my hands, wiped my tears, and told me I was strong. I carried the pain quietly, smiling in public while grieving alone at night. Not once did he suggest we seek help or take responsibility together. I carried everything in my body and in my heart.

What hurts the most is not just that he is leaving me, but who he is leaving me for. My best friend. The same girl who listened to me cry, who knew my secrets, who watched me struggle to stand after everything I went through for him. She knew everything. Yet, she still chose to be with him.

When I found out they were getting married in a few months, my world stopped. I couldn’t breathe. I felt used, discarded, and replaced. He moved on as if my pain meant nothing, as if the sacrifices I made never happened.