I CAN NEVER FORGIVE MY MOTHER, SHE CHASED ME OUT OF THE HOUSE, THEN SHE ADOPTED ANOTHER CHILD- LADY SHARES HEARTBREAKING STORY

Sometimes, I look at myself in the mirror and ask, what exactly did I do to deserve the kind of mother I got? Because from the day I was born, I feel like I have been paying for a debt I didn’t owe.

My mother was very young when she had me.

She got pregnant for my father, and the moment he heard about it, he denied her boldly. Just like that, Left her to face shame, gossip, frustration and everything alone.

And instead of healing, my mother carried that pain and used it to raise me.

Growing up, I didn’t know what motherly love felt like. I only knew insults, comparison, bitterness, and silent punishments. Every little mistake I made, she would say, Your father was a foolish man. That’s who you took after.

Imagine growing up and hearing things like that every day.

Even in school, she didn’t hide it.

She would compare me to her friends’ children “See the way they are neat, see the way they are brilliant, see the way they respect their parents.”

I was never enough. No matter how hard I tried.

My childhood? I didn’t enjoy it for one day. Everything felt like punishment.

Then one random morning, no fight, no argument, nothing dramatic, she just walked into my room and said I should leave her house.

She said she was tired, She said I reminded her too much of my useless father.

Before I could even process the words, she had already thrown my clothes into a bag and pushed me outside. I remember standing there barefoot, confused, holding the only bag she allowed me to take.

I didn’t even cry. I was too shocked to cry.

I went to stay with my aunt, the only person who treated me like a human being.

She went back to beg my mother, to talk some sense into her, to at least let me come home until I figured my life out.

But my mother refused. She said she was done with me.

Two months later, I heard the news that finished me completely. My mother had adopted another child, A whole new child from nowhere.

The same woman who said she was tired of taking care of me, the same woman who threw me out because I looked like my father, suddenly found love and energy to take in a brand new child.

I don’t think anybody can understand the kind of pain that sits inside your chest when you realize your own mother replaced you.

I wasn’t even dead.

She just decided I wasn’t worth the stress anymore.

People keep telling me, Forgive her, she was traumatized,Forgive her, she’s still your mother.

But tell me, how do you forgive someone who punished you every day for a mistake you never made?

How do you forgive someone who threw you away and then filled your space with another child?

My mother didn’t just chase me out.,She replaced me, i don’t think i will ever forgive her.