I Fell into the Porn World at 18 by Accident, Samantha Bentley story
Samantha Bentley, a famous Porn Star shares her story of regret. Read her story below:
“I fell into the porn world by accident; I was 18, I’d just gone to university to study design at London College of Fashion, and I was determined not to take out a student loan. So, I decided I’d do stripping on the side.
I was making good money stripping, and it wasn’t long before this led to Page 3 and topless shoots. This turned in to top shelf magazines, until one day when I was stripping, I got asked to do a porn shoot. The shoot was in Budapest, nobody spoke a word of English, and it was a girl on girl, which I’d never done before. I’d experimented with some solo stuff, but never anything with another person, and it felt odd. Because, I realised, its not sex – it’s a performance.
At first, I never really thought of it as a job – it was always just something that I did on the side for a bit of money. But the more work I got, the more it took over everything else, and eventually I made the decision to drop out of university to do it full time.
It wasn’t exactly in ‘the plan’ – I always wanted to be a rock star or something – but I was making money, I was travelling, and it was exciting but today I regret everything I have done and the decision I have made but I find it difficult to amend as I am already deep into it.