I OWE MY DAD MY LIFE, HE DIED SO I COULD LIVE- ANONYMOUS LADY SHARES EMOTIONAL STORY
I was 15 when my life changed forever. Back then, I was that girl who never stayed one place, always jumping, always running, always shouting. I was a runner in school, one of the best. Anytime they called for inter-house sports, my name was always first on the list. Teachers used to call me “small but mighty.” I used to laugh. I didn’t know my heart was already counting down.
The day everything happened, we were training for a competition. I remember running my second lap when something just snapped inside me. It felt like my chest caught fire. I tried to push through, but the next thing I knew, the whole field was spinning like a merry-go-round. I wanted to stop, but my legs didn’t listen. Then i fell down.
When I opened my eyes, I was on a hospital bed,My mum’s eyes were swollen from crying. My dad was holding my hand so tightly, like he was afraid I would disappear if he blinked.
The doctor came in with that kind of face people wear when they want to tell you bad news. He said my heart was failing. Not “weak,” not “stressed,” but failing. He said what I had was rare, and they didn’t know how long it had been hiding there. He also said something that broke my world in half:
“If she doesn’t get a transplant soon… she won’t make it.”
Everything after that felt like a dream I didn’t want to dream. Hospitals. Tests. Machines. People whispering outside my room. Nights when I couldn’t breathe properly and nights when my parents thought I wouldn’t wake up.
Then one evening, I woke up and my dad was sitting beside me, smiling his usual smile, the kind of smile he used to hide his fear. He told me I would be fine. He told me to sleep. I didn’t know that was the last time I would ever talk to him.
They said he had left the hospital earlier that day. He went to sign some papers. He went to ask questions. He went to tell them something that still breaks me anytime I think about it.
He told them he wanted to donate his heart to me.
I didn’t understand at first. I was young. I was confused. I didn’t know that for someone to give you their heart… they have to give you their life too.
The surgery saved me. I woke up with a heart beating strong in my chest, but the man who owned it didn’t wake up again.
They told me he didn’t hesitate. They told me he didn’t blink. They told me he said, “Let my daughter live.”
People say I am lucky. But how can luck feel this heavy?
Every time my heart beats, it reminds me that someone else’s heart stopped for mine to continue. Sometimes I put my hand on my chest and just cry because I miss him so much. Sometimes I wonder why he chose me over himself. And sometimes I think about the kind of love a father must have to make that kind of sacrifice.
I owe my dad my life in the most, painful way possible.
He died so I could live.

