I Went for Deliverance but Ended Up Being Disvirgined – Depressed Lady Shares.

I never thought the darkest moment of my life would come from the place I went to seek light. It all happened when I was just 19. At the time, I was going through strange nightmares, constant fear, and emotional battles that left me restless. A friend suggested I go for “deliverance” at a popular prayer house in my area.

So I agreed. I truly believed that maybe God would use this man of God to set me free. But little did I know that I was walking straight into the hands of a predator and a monster.
On getting there, the pastor told me that the root of my problems was “spiritual husband” and that the only way I could be free was through a special cleansing ritual.

He insisted the deliverance had to be done privately, away from everyone else. Because I was young, naïve, and desperate for healing, I agreed.
That night I was taken somewhere that I had never seen in my life ,it was like the back of a building but it was a shed . A very tiny one without any sort of furniture in it , all in the name of deliverance,this man violated me, on the cold , hard, dirty floor . I was disvirgined in the very place I thought I would find healing. My cries of “man of God, please stop” were ignored, I even pushed and kicked but he didn’t even flinch. Afterward, he told me that if I ever spoke about it, the demons would come back stronger.

I left that prayer house feeling like I drowned in something deeper than before . The depression that followed was worse than the nightmares I initially went there to cure. For years, I carried the shame, blaming myself for trusting too easily and I never told anyone about it .

I was a victim of manipulation. I want to share my story so that no other girl will walk blindly into such traps. Deliverance should never take away your dignity, and any “pastor” who demands secrecy for rituals is nothing but a wolf in sheep’s clothing. Please let’s stay vigilant.

 

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