At 10, I had my First S*x with My primary School Teacher right in the School Toilet, Now I am an Add*ct and want to Stop

 

 

My name is Simi (Well that’s not my real name), I used to be a very pretty girl when I was young that every guy and even grown up men use to eye me and play with me in funny ways.

 

I went to a Government Primary school very well known in Lagos and was quite a brilliant student though not the first in class but was a good student.

 

This attracted teachers and students to me coupled with my beauty too though. Sometimes teachers offered to do extra classes with me for free especially the male teachers (I mean in Primary school o and even secondary school).

 

One of this teacher was Mr Collins (I dont care if he sees this), my primary 5 teacher. He was short and maybe young sha cant recall fully.

 

That day, he was to take me the normal extra class after school but I observe that he waited till almost everyone was gone home before he started. I was too young to reason out that anything was wrong so I just chilled as a little girl na.

 

In the middle of the class I felt like easing my self so I asked my uncle to allow me pee… he allowed me go but as soon as I entered the toilet to pee, I heard a knock, it was my uncle. He said I should open and not be scared that he wants to help me.

 

I was too young to think, so I opened and the next thing he did was to lock the door with 2 of us in, covered my mouth and undressed me then robbed a oily thing in my private region and had his way. I wanted shouting but he seemed to have a upper hand.

 

I actually bled there I recall, but I remember that he did it until I myself started enjoying it right there at the spot. I then felt the need to continue but I was in real pain, I mean real pain that I couldn’t move from the toilet.

 

He had to buy me milk and something like that, he cleaned the toilet himself and then after some hours I regained he took me home himself and begged that I don’t tell anyone and I nodded. Actually, I didn’t tell anyone because I felt this was something sweet though painful but I could bear it.

 

That was how I started sleeping with my Teacher after school almost every day from the age of 10. Its hard to believe but I started developing huge breast and back side very early and I started feeling like I was pregnant at one time like that but he did something for me and I didn’t take in again till date.

 

That was how I became a sex addict till today that I am 25. I can hardly stay a day without sleeping with a guy. If my boyfriend wont give me, I go get it from my neighbour or my pastor or my youth pastor or a church member. I was quite weird but lucky not to have an STD.

 

Please I need to end this, I went for deliverance from a pastor but while in his office I think i over dressed or so, he started starring at me until he came close and we had s*x again… Funny right.

 

I need real help to stop and I need it fast before I k*ll myself one day.